29 March 2009

Working and attending college...

Potential lethal combination?
Many students find themselves in the unenviable position of HAVING to work and attend college at the same time. This a a potentially lethal combination in many ways. First of all, when something starts to suffer, it generally isn’t the job and second, burnout is a strong possibility. Both of these problems can be potentially avoided if you cut back on your coursework if you find that you must work full-time. If you are a full-time employee at most jobs, you have minimal time to study in between and thus, you can’t take on a full-time course load that includes pre-med lab courses. Decide that you are going to take your time and do well in your courses while leaving yourself plenty of time to rest from both coursework and employment. No medical school admissions committee is going to give you “brownie points” for trying to do a full-time course load along with full-time employment especially if your uGPA (or postbacc) work has suffered.

Recharging your batteries
You need time to digest and assimilate the material that you are learning in your pre-med coursework. Rushing through these classes with last minute “cramming” is not going to leave you with enough time to get the material in your long-term memory so that you can apply it on the Medical College Admissions Test. You need to be able to see the subtleties of what you are studying in addition to having some time to let your brain just rest. Again, rushing through your coursework makes MCAT review on the other end a total chore instead of a progressive process that will lead to success. Take your time, recharge your brain (even take a semester off if necessary) and then come back refreshed and ready to work at very high level.

Damage control
If you are retaking courses or attempting to take additional postbacc work to enhance your application, you need to do well without exception. You can’t keep posting mediocre grades and retaking courses with the expectation that eventually you will get that A and get into medical school. If you have significant prior poor coursework to overcome, take your time and remediate one course at at time. Pair a more demanding course like Physics with something less demanding like English/Psychology. Again, if you have prior poor coursework, you can’t afford to either do poorly in your recent coursework or drop courses because you have overloaded yourself. Slow, steady excellence will bring the success that you seek.

Keeping some perspective
If you have a family to support and take care of, be sure that you allow plenty of time for them. Working, attending class and then diving for a nap on the sofa or heading for bed is not going to do much for your relationship with your loved ones. They need your undivided attention and you need to interact with them for your sanity too. Let your loved ones be your much-needed and much-desired break from your schedule. They generally don’t expect your to be on your best behavior but only want you in your basic form. Allow them to see you, hang out with you and take you away from the grind of work/study on a regular basis. You grades will be better, you will be happier and you can keep yourself reminded of why you seek your goals in the first place.

Setting goals and achieving them
The whole key to finding success in the medical school application process is keeping your eye firmly on your long-term goals. I have stated in other posts that the process is like having 100 pounds of weight to lose. It isn’t going to happen overnight and you must take small steps on a daily basis to stay on track. It’s easy to get off track by the demands of work but you can’t achieve your goals by letting this happen. This means total organization and total commitment to the task at hand, be it work your studies. If you are at work, you give your work your full attention. When you attend class, you give your classwork the attention that it demands. It’s neat to be able to multi-task but most people are not able to work at a high level and achieve those A grades that you need for medical school admission at the same time. Again, if you work full-time, don’t expect to attend school full-time. If you attend school full-time, don’t expect to work full-time. The end result is that you wind up doing both things at a mediocre level which won’t allow you to achieve your goals.

Finally…
There are no “points” for getting this process “almost” right. The level of academic achievement that is demanded of a potential medical student is getting higher every year. The MCAT is getting more competitive as many students are taking prep courses and spending more time preparing for this exam. You can’t expect to be competitive next year with this year’s work because the bar will move higher. If you are attempting to upgrade your credentials, then you need to do a complete overhaul and put up some good academics (even one course is better than nothing). Don’t expect to be the exception to any of the rules in this process. You are not generally in a position to be objective about yourself and your abilities. Make sure that you get some honest and objective advice. Trying to self-evaluate is like asking your Mum if you are a great kid. Of course, she’s going to answer in the affirmative but it’s far better to get someone who doesn’t know you, to look over your things (like a good academic adviser who knows the pre-med climate). Allow plenty of time for getting your work done at a high level and you will see movement toward your goals without sacrificing your employment records, your sanity or your soul.

28 December 2008

Venting

I remember doing a case with one of my favorite attendings. This person was a colo-rectal surgeon who would talk through out the case. I was an intern at the time but I remember him saying that his talking was just “venting” and that he hoped it wouldn’t bother me. I looked at him with amazement because his “venting” was putting to word, many of the thoughts that I was having as we went through the case. I had felt honored to be able to scrub this case with him because usually, one of the chief residents would have taken this case but everyone was tied up and thus I asked if he would mind if I scrubbed with him. He said that he was happy to have me there.

The Teaching

He explained the fine technical points from skin to skin allowing me to mirror many of the things that he was doing. He pointed out anatomy and explained why he loved mobilizing the rectum and why colo-rectal surgery was always a rush for him. I was mesmerized by how fascinating going through this case was. In short, I was being treated to the first of many one-on-one mentor-trainee sessions with this young colo-rectal surgeon. His enthusiasm for his craft and his ability to teach me what he found amazing was delightful. From that point on, I always held a special reverence for colo-rectal surgery.

He marked out the incision line for me and handed me the scalpel. He showed me how to make sure I had just the proper amount of tension and counter tension as we entered the abdominal cavity. He showed me how to explore the abdominal cavity and how to palpate the liver for cancer mets. He pointed out the fine points of living anatomy as we located the tumor that we knew we would be able to resect.

His next lesson was how to put two ends of bowel together. Today, he said, we would do a hand-sewn anastomosis. Sure the stapler is nice to use but once in a while, a hand sewn anastomosis is a good thing to do. He showed me how to resect the section of colon leaving plenty of margin and the fine technique of location the numerous vessels that fed this wonderful organ. Again, the living anatomy is a wonder to behold and being able to see how this tumor would be removed was great.

We carefully sewed the remaining ends of the colon together using Lembert stitching. He talked, he vented and I watched and listened. Together we completed the case and at that moment, I understood why operating on the colon is both fun and something of a challenge. I had to always keep the anatomy in mind, the technique perfect and move in an efficient manner. I remember laughing at him describing the “big honking vessels” that we would be ligating and why one doesn’t want to even think about ties not holding. He said that when he started residency, he would lose sleep over thinking that his ties were not secure.

Technique

One of the great things about doing a case with an attending like my colo-rectal professor is that he does vent the things that go over and over in my mind. Are my ties secure with every knot? Are my hands going in the right direction? Have I identified the vessels correctly and ligated them using proper technique? After all, surgery is a practice which has to take place over and over for years. Even now, year’s later, when I don’t have to think about every suture or every tie, I still mentally revisit some of the cases that were turning points in my training for various reasons.

There isn’t anything magical about surgical technique but there is something magical about having the knowledge, background and education to use that technique properly. This is what I learned across the table from my colo-rectal professor. He vented and I listened to all of those pearls that he would verbalize. For me, his venting was golden and some of the best teaching that I ever encountered. He was an extraordinary teacher and he would often tell us that if he was in our position, his venting would drive him crazy. Well, that was never the case for me. His venting made me see the artistry of colo-rectal surgery and why having impeccable technique was paramount for these patients.

The best teaching

It’s no accident that the lessons that I remember best came from my first two years of surgery. By the time one reaches third year, there is a comfort level with being in the operating room. The lessons of my first two years were magical and have not left me. Those late night cases with the chief residents, moving through the abdominal cavity on a laparoscopic case or the first time I was able to close the abdominal cavity and feel confident that I had done this correctly, were memorable for me.

I was fortunate to be exposed to some of the greatest professors of surgery under a variety of circumstances in addition to having some of the best chief residents who were willing to give me their best too. There is much joy in this type of learning and a great amount of joy in venting.